Where has the Time Gone?

Honestly, I feel like the older I get, the faster time goes by. I remember that time I was 6 and I peed my pants in the 1st grade, and it feels like that happened a few weeks ago. Now I'm 17, less than a year away from apply for colleges, and it's almost summer? It's like everyday I lose a minute of time and each day goes faster and faster. I CAN'T KEEP UP! It's not like I'm gonna wake up tomorrow and and be 18 or go through a crazy transformation entirely overnight like Mile Cyrus.

You may not know this, but I recently turned 17 on March 31st. And I'm kind of having this little bit of a crazy early life crisis. The big question is: What am I going to do next? All of that meaning a million more questions. Questions like: What do I want to major in? Where am I going to go to college? Am I ever going to be married? Do I even want kids? 

Sure I'm practically an adult already. I'm working two jobs, I'm in an early college program so I'm taking 3 college classes which is 11 units, I have my license, I pay for bills, and I'm pretty mature compared to most 17 year old boys. It might be because I'm Gay that I'm a little more sophisticated. But I don't want to stereotype here. 

I guess I'm going to end up homeless or living with my parents for a lot longer than 10 years after I graduate because I feel like I'm going to be one of those people who changes their major 20 times throughout their college career. 

Okay. Being serious for a second, I always know I'll be able to major in something like business or administration if I have to last resort, and I'm pretty sure I'll be living on my own sometime after getting a job. WHO KNOW'S THOUGH?! NOBODY